{GM}Juramenta wrote: ↑Tue Dec 17, 2024 5:23 pm {Barazephyr}
''Jean embarrassed? I don’t think he is capable of that feeling. Maybe if he makes a mistake, but I have never seen him make one. Embarrassed....wait! Bobby switches back to Jean’s tone of voice.
’’'Boundaries exit for a reason, Barazephyr. Without them, there is chaos. Failure to learn this lesson is a embarr...' wait yeah no, that one was all me.’’ Bobby now remembers again followed by shrugging his shoulders, unable to come up with a time when Jean should have felt embarrassed.
Jezreel nods. “You’re probably right, Barazephyr,” she admits. “Jean is an Elohim. He’s not supposed to feel emotions… Or at least not to react to them, anyway. So, I suppose he wouldn’t actually feel embarrassed even were he willing to admit his mistakes, which – in my admittedly extremely limited experience – he isn’t.”
Charybdis Richelle wrote: ↑Tue Dec 17, 2024 1:39 am The young angel sighs. “Are you good for a while, Barazephyr? Do you need to run a few laps around the complex before I get started – to keep from getting too restless? This story is a long one. It’s complicated. I will be as brief as I can. I know time is precious right now. But even so, it will take more than a few minutes.”
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Jezreel narrows her eyes and cocks her head, looking as confused as the puppy Barazephyr just mentioned.
The young Seraph shrugs. “I didn’t mean it as an insult, Barazephyr. Just an acknowledgement of the Ofanim need to move. It works for human children. I’ve minded some kids with ADHD for my mother on occasion. It was her suggestion to give the a chance to move before asking them to be still for a while. It often helped – better than fidget spinners and the like.”
{GM}Juramenta wrote: ↑Tue Dec 17, 2024 5:23 pm {Barazephyr}
’’I am good to go, Jezreel. The faster you start, the faster we get to the information you have stored in that head of yours. I am all ears’’ he adds as he keeps on typing, while alt-tabbing between different tabs whenever another thought pops in his mind that he wants to check up on.
Jezreel cocks her head again, processing. Then, understanding dawns, and she nods. More to herself than to the room, she softly says under her breath, “That’s a metaphor.”
Shaking her head to clear it, the young angel rights herself. “Thank you, Barazephyr… for the form, I mean. I didn’t even know forms like that existed in Heaven, let alone where to find them.”
Jezreel takes a long slow breath. “Okay, where to start…” She chuckles. “And don’t tell me, ‘At the beginning.’ That’s a very dangerous thing to say to a Servitor of Revelation…” She lets out a puff of air and sobers. “The story of my life… as condensed as I can manage. But, for this to make sense, I need to start before my birth, before my conception. My mother, Dodai, is a Mercurian of Children. At the time they met, my father, Cosom, was a Seraph of Lightning. They were assigned to work together creating a program for Internet safety for the children of Canada, starting with Montreal. While working on that program, they fell in love. Over time, they decided they would like to have a child. Originally, they intended to do it the traditional way. From what I understand, in the rare cases when two (or more) angels want to have a child, they approach their Superior and ask for that Superior to create a new angel from a mixture of their essences. It doesn’t happen often since normally Superiors just create Servitors by pulling their Forces from the Symphony to make a Reliever or an angel. But, in either case, the new Reliever or angel is already fully developed and ready to Serve. Which I probably don’t need to explain to you, but since it is different from my experience, I mention it for contrast and clarity.”
“My parents followed protocol. They approached their respective Superiors. Christopher was pleased that Dodai wanted a child of her own and immediately agreed but, not wanting to create friction with Lightning, insisted that they obtain permission from Jean as well. However, when Cosam approached Jean, Lightning said he would ‘take the matter under advisement’ and suggested that Cosam consider his reasons for wanting a child. Cosam did wait awhile and examine his motives, as requested, and he decided they were pure – that he loved Dodai and they wanted to create an angel that was formed from their two essences. Deciding that they had met Jean's requirement to wait, Cosam and Dodai went to Christopher and again asked to have a child, but Christopher refused without direct approval from Jean. Returning to Jean, Cosam again asked for permission, but Jean again advised patience and reflection. I don’t know specifically what was said; this is as much as I could get either of my parents to tell me. But reluctantly, they agreed to wait.”
Jezreel glances around the room and sighs. “They waited, but they were not happy about waiting. They griped about the delay frequently – to themselves and to anyone they could share this with, the other angels they interacted with. While they were waiting and still working on their project and a second to break up an Internet child pornography ring, Dodai and Cosam met another angel who was tangentially working on another Internet project in Montreal. While working with him, Cosam and Dodai mentioned their petition to have a child. The angel smiled beatifically and said that he thought it was an excellent idea. He asked them if they were sure that they were ready. They said yes. He asked if they were content to wait. They admitted that they thought they had waited long enough, and that they were impatient with waiting for Jean's approval. He asked again, ‘Are you certain?’ Dodai and Cosam said, ‘Yes.’ They wanted the child now, before they might be Reassigned and separated. The angel nodded. ‘So be it,’ he said, laying his hands on each of them. At that moment, Dodai found herself with child because, as you have likely already guessed, the angel was Archangel Eli, who had granted their petition.”
“And therein lies the roots of the later problems.” Jezreel drains her juice like humans often slam down alcohol. Then she stretches out of her yoga pose and walks to the kitchen to refill her glass.
“Would anyone else like something while I’m up?” the young Seraph asks. “Maledriel, would you like a refill?” She sighs. “Dodai would expect me to offer food, I think. I don’t have a lot of snack stuff around. I have some nuts and some grapes. Some cheese and crackers. If anyone is hungry…”